yUyuL sTuffs

2010-01-03T23:45:00.004+08:00

ps. i love you RafaeL!

tomorow schooling . okay . sucks! i dont know why im dreading school so much now! fuck!

hahahahaha! hmmmm baby.. we r still waiting for you to atleast say ur not brave enough to meet up.

dont make Tasha waiit for ur reply dear.

we r trying to be nice down here.

asked you to meet us up. and you went silent.

okay nights2.. off to sleep!

313 ; BK ; Cash Studio ; Esplanade.

2009-12-29T14:55:00.003+08:00

i enjoyed the night out with you babies yesterday (28th December 2009)..

grrrr.. too bad no pictures seyy!!!! tasha uhs nie!! suro bawak camera luper!!! macam nenek tua..!!! hahaha!

but its okay. we did enjoy our selves.

somehow. i managerd to read through some unwelcomed blog.. hmmm.. and i managed to learn something out of those post.

i learnt not to care anymore about that someone's problem. and if u think thats true love. by all means gurl, we wish u a long and happy life with ur true love. im still keeping alot of things that ive got to say... The things that might make u guys break up if he were to find out.. Things that you yourself will remain quiet after hearing it.. gurl.. try to reminisce what really happened. from A to Z.. n you will learn how to appreciate us.. how we actuAlly protected you.. we have never controlled you from being with whom u wanted to be with.. but we as friends, only cared about your well-being. perhaps you forget. how u cried when he grabbed you away from us. and because YOU are with us. we chose to protect you. but after he so-called cool down. and prangai monyet dier yg kater "wah dapat rokok free" (something like that). i told you to go and talk to him. go and meet him. but what.. YOU chose to stay.. kau mati2 ckp aper kao tkkn pergi balek kat jantan sial. pasal aper?

kau pikir kau ader attention dgn kwn2 kau yg laen.

gurl, at the end of the day, you will surely come back. and you yourself will learn who's much more worth those tears uhs.!

as for now. you have all the time to be with him. we will not stop you from whatever you wanna do.. be happy gurl:)

A meet-up with the lovelies :)

2009-12-27T23:49:00.003+08:00

wOoo.. im meeting tassha n Noi tomorow. 1630Hrs. Somerset. Cash Studio. i miss u babies!

as for Pharah: She will not be able to attend due to some urgent matters which will not end very soon. Therefore,i said its okay... We r used to it ... we can always do with only the three of us babies!

see you hunnies!

2009-06-29T11:42:00.005+08:00

pssst.. GURLFRRIEEENNDDSSss!! haha!! on wednesday.. we'll be going to ecp.. meet ard 5 okay? we go cycling.. yan .. tassha.. confirmed.. left with pharah n noi.. noi.. i think she okay go.. but pharah... u better go ar... if u never go.. i hate u arh!! hahaha okayy.. so our plans. we'll be renting double bike.. n cycle along ecp.. den maybe we lepak at bedok jetty.. we buy something to eat perhaps.. c how.. okay? so ya... pharah noi.. drop me a tag if u guys see this.. alrytes? to confirm.. Time to meet: 1700Hrs. Venue: Bedok maybe.. we meet n we go together.. Activity: cycling alrytes!! cant waitt!!! woooo!!!!

a dAy out on a FRIDAY..:)

2009-06-27T00:31:00.004+08:00

people people.. today... i likeeee!! hahah!

okay.. i wokeup at 0600hr, antar kuih.

came back, do all the necessary stuffs. buat epok2. cook.

then sleep for awhile. wokeup go siap.

got date laar seyy! ..

haha! date wak lu!!

no larr.. i went out with khai...

he was kind enough to accompany me n tolerated my "cerewetness" throughout.

town(Fareast; Lucky Plaza)

Bugis(LJS; Bugis Street; the New Mall)

City Hall (Raffles City; Peninsula)

then, khai left me halway sia!!!

he need to go meet his friends.

i walk2 alone.. kesian sak yuyul!!! hahahaha

but ya.. thanks again khai..

so swwweeettt of u.. muakakakaakka

so korang2... nie gambar khai...

tros jumper noi.. nak amek skirt.. tros skirt pon tk bwk... hahahah!

accompanied noi makan macdonald's.. wth...

damn embaarrasssiinggg!!! i jato kerusi seyyy!!!!

bodoh nyer designer.. saper suro letak kerusi tuh sumer atas platform...

bodohnyer previous people.. dar makan.. tak tau antar balik tray dar pakai...

bodohnyer noi..(MUAKKAKAAK!) bukan nk tolong antar tray...

kan kalau all that okayyy.. tkkn yuyul jatoh nyeeerr..

muakakaka!

diam tao korang2 yg baccer nie.. tkmoh bilang saper2...

siak2... malu2...

k2..

ni lar dress yg yuyul beli tadik....

yuyul beli bag jugak tao!!!

woohoo!!

RISE AND FALL kappeerrrr.. hhahaha.. laaGu fEelling... i like!!

2009-06-26T09:04:00.002+08:00

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,

And it seems as though the writing's on the wall

Superstar you finally made it,

But once your picture becomes tainted,

It's what they call,The rise and fall (x2)

I always said that I was gonna make it,

Now it's plain for everyone to see,

But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners,

Just casualties,I know that everything is gonna change,

Even the friends I knew before me go,

But this dream is the life I've been searching for,

Started believing that I was the greatest,

My life was never gonna be the same,

Cause with the money came a different status,

That's when things change,

Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own,

Blinded by all the pretty girls I see,

I'm beginning to lose my integrity

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,

And it seems as though the writing's on the wall,

Superstar you finally made it,But once your picture becomes tainted,

It's what they call,

The rise and fallI never used to be a troublemaker,

Now I don't even wanna please the fans,

No autographs,No interviews,No pictures,endless demands

,Gave in to vices that were clearly wrong,

The types that seemed to make me feel so right,

But some things you may find can take over your life,

Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places,

And there's nowhere left for me to turn,

Been caught in comprimising situations,

I should have learnt,

From all those times I didn't walk away,

When I knew that it was best to go,

Is it too late to show you the shape of my heart

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,

And it seems as though the writing's on the wall,

Superstar you finally made it,

But once your picture becomes tainted,

It's what they call,

The rise and fall

Now I know,I made mistakes,

Think I don't care,

But you don't realize what this means to me,

So let me have it,Just one more chance,

I'm not the man I used to be,

Used to beeeeeeeeeee

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,

And it seems as though the writing's on the wall,

Superstar you finally made it,

But once your picture becomes tainted,

It's what they call,The rise and fall (x3)

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... HAHA.. NEVER UPDATE. THEN PUT LYRICS.. OKAY WAT.. I LIKE THIS SONG.. REALLY!! WOOO!!

AFTER SO LONG! im back!! muakakaka...

2009-06-26T08:28:00.003+08:00

F ----... I DON'T KNOW WHY EXACTLY YOU ARE DOING THIS. I THINK I LIKE U. SOMEHOW I THINK U R DIFFERENT. PLEASE DONT EVER MAKE ME DOUBT YOU. ever. CAUSE ONCE I START TO DOUBT, IT LL BE VERY DIFFICULT TO WIN ME BACK. YES, U TRY TO WIN ME BACK. YOU CONTACTED ME 24/7. APPRECIATED YOUR "sincerity". EVERYTHING WENT WELL. EVEN PLANNED AN OUTING TOGETHER. HMM. WAS EAGER FOR IT. BUT NOW. I DON'T THINK IT WILL EVER HAPPEN. DO I EVEN MATTER TO U, MR RESCUER?? I DONT THINK SO. IM NOT GOING TO SAY ANYTHING MORE UHS. U NOE WHO U R.. SO YAR.. I AM HOPING THAT THIS WILL WORK OUT FOR US.. god.. bless us please.. yeahh... i love my gurlfriends.. i miss tassha. ALOT.. sha!! i need u badly sia... pharah n noi.. we'll go out together with tasha k next week.. woo!! we go sentosa nak nak nak??? yeah2.. leh jadik kakak2 hotstuff... beachbabes.. muakakakaka!! SAKALAU KALAU SISTERS.. muaacckss!!!!!! heee!!!! fuhhh atlast tao dar vacuum2, dusting2, wipe2 yul nyer blogspot... pharah2... dar tak berabuk okay syg...hahaha...

fRom [tWo-sEven;zeRo-One;zeRo-nIne] tO [One-zErO;zErO-tWo;zeRo-nIne]

2009-02-10T20:25:00.004+08:00

hmm. where shall i start? maybe ill just talk about those significant moments of mine.

after obstretics, i went for my gynae posting [ward err 3 shit.. i forgot] okay nvm. the posting there sucks actually if it were to be without the SISTER["clinical instructor"]; DAYAH[minahrep]; & the rest of missy2 from NYP; not forgotting the Mortician [shit forgot his name.NVM]. so ya. first day was quite a Slack, SISTER talk.talk.talk. till 1500Hrs. haha. 2nd day quite boring. nothing interesting to be done. 3rd[THE MOST FUN DAY!-as in time flies damn fast uhs] we get to see abortion cases: THREE!=2 MALAY. 1 CHINESE. (this is sad, but ya we have to faced it. if not during attachment, when else.) While SISTER was showing us the proper wrapping of foetus for disposal, THE MORTICIAN [handsome seyy] came in. i was concentrating on him plus the wrapping part a LITTLE. then we pester the SISTER to let us go to the MORTUARY. SISTER was reluctant but THE MORTICIAN was more than glad. so yea. at 1400Hrs we went down to the MORTUARY. to our surprise he is the only MORTICIAN for the whole KKH! First, he showed us around [room with the 'freezer', room to 'bathe' bodies, the 'only-his' office]. Little did i expect that he's going to show us more. so we went into the ROOM WITH 'FREEZER': there, he opened the three long fridges, with 1 saying "MUSLIM", & others. my heartbeat almost stops at the sight of two stillborn babies *sobs*. [one gorgeous, chinese baby will be collected by family by cny,the other pretty, vietnamese baby still waiting for mommy to come after being in the cold, hard fridge for two weeks.] "Mommy, why aRe you so cruel? Baby waiting for you." i know ur devastated by the lost, but what right have u got to leave ur baby in the cold fridge for so long!! grr!.. THE MORTICIAN wanted me to hold the baby, i dont want! it's not scared, it's SAD. Then we went to THE ROOM FOR 'BATHING', we had a meeting, hearing THE MORTICIAN's GHOSTLY encounters. we spent an hour down at the mortuary and left our SISTER worried. signed off went home. Thursday(4thday), another boring day. Fri, gave SISTER pineapple tarts & wished ONLY HER farewell.

on Chinese New Year, me, tassha, noi, pharah went to sentosa. alar lazy lar wanna tell stories but wat matters was us having GREAT FUN!.love them loads.. [SISTERS SAKALAU KALAU.- (p.s: inside joke)]

hmm IMH. one word i can describe the environment = terrible. one word to describe my patients = lovable! the staffs = friendly. patient pulled my hair, called me donkey. patient literally put her hand in my skirt. BUT i just cant afford to be angry with them. corz they apologised. one patient of mine, kissed both my cheeks goodbye when im off-ing duty. SWEET! some called me "NAUGHTY". some just happened to be so IRRITATINGLY ADORABLE. im considering to werk in IMH but my skills will be ol going down the drain. corz not much of skills needed for them.ya. ended the attachment with a small "party" for these adorable patients of mine. ibu helped me make two marble cake for them, we bought jelly & biscuits for them, cut HEART-SHAPED cards for them to decorate (since Valentine's Day coming). there.. the end of my imh posting. there are alot more about different patients but just cnt afford to type it all out. so just hope u r lucky & ill share (thats if ur interested, AYTES!)

GUYS? nahs.. can leave without em!hee!!

BBUUTT you noe wat? on friday the 6th, me, pharah & nOi, went LauPaSaT-ing. A~B~G S~H~A~H... ur cute! hahaha. us.had loads of fun. laughing our intestines out. haha! lame yuyul lame!! then.. Hady Mirza, Ahli Fiqir, Khairudin Samsudin, Syed Azmir, Aaron aziz, sumer tron.. diorang dok sebelah kiterorang! fuhyoo! feeling2 famous! k but each one of us still got self pride, act mcm "DUH! ARTIST? BIG DEAL?!" haha!

k.. went back. i had to go home early corz u noe.. ibu abah dun lyke yul balek late sgt. n moreover yul haf to go pasar the next day. k lar! till here..

isit long enough to actually cover [tWo-sEven;zeRo-One;zeRo-nIne] tO [One-zErO;zErO-tWo;zeRo-nIne] post?? hope so! k nyte2!!

2009-01-26T16:48:00.002+08:00

will be updating real soon. if im not tired, it's gonna be tonight. since tomorow holiday rytes.. so yea. tune in.. haha! feeling2 org interested in my blog gituh ehks.. hahahahhaks! okay lar.. ..

12th January 2009 -16th January 2009 [attachment week]

2009-01-17T23:38:00.004+08:00

i call this favourite baby of mine DORY!! [cute kan!]

ignore my face! muker penat. tembam. BUROK! attachment seyy.. haha!

monday's my first day of attachment in Kandang Kerbau Hospital. [discipline-Obstretics. ward81] hahha! okay.. what was that for. i dunnoe. but i really got to tell u all. it was really fun. yul like go for marriage course sey.. takecare of baby. [bathe baby, feed baby, change baby, console baby] when baby cry, yul carry, yul hug tyte2, baby stop crying. why? because yul like pillow.. hehe!! then when do outside with syeera during morning shift. alot of things happened. zombified happenings. hahaha! syeera massage her own u noe wat infont of patient , without realising, when trying to demonstrate how to breastfeed. astonished. i just kept quiet n wait till she realised what was she doing. haha! then we found out. got one patient "kena disturbed" in one of the cubicle's toilet at 0200Hrs. so ya. ever since we found dat out. we always have goosebumps everytyme entering that cubicle. hahA! everything was great. not at all stressful seyy this attachment. SISTER nice. WARD STAFFS nice Except for one stupid irritating Senior Staff Nurse. KAK SASORI nice. CLINICAL INSTRUCTOR : MS VERON, damn nice. hehe! so yar... everyone VERY NICE! this coming week go wer? go WARD 44 DISCIPLINE:GYNAECOLOGY. no mor babies! :( hopefully eveything gonna go just fine & let me enjoy my last week in KKH joyfully. till here.. two different post on one night. my lovelys [tasha, noi, pharah] you guys being missed. meet up soon. :)

090109/100109/110109 [BALEK KAMPONG!]

2009-01-17T23:06:00.007+08:00

hey.. so sorie for not updating blog for the whole of a week. yul really2 tired. got back from kampong on that sunday. alot of things happened kat kampong.. on the way.. nmpk accident.. kereta and lorry terbakar.. i didnt sleep on that friday nyte rewang.. ngantok seys!! alar.. tired lar nk story long2..u look at the pictures.. n story2 yourself okays?! hehehe..

lying down blogging

2009-01-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

yuL tired. really tired. but got lots to tell. hmm.. mayb on sunday night when i come back from kampung okay? alot seyy i want to tell u. realli. hmm.. but ya. i met shino just now. CHARMING! seriously. wants to know who's shino? hmm.. really? alar.. no need lar.. if one day. if it happens. you guys will know okay? no worries. so for now.. you guys just need to know about my CHARMING PRINCE EDWARD. heeee!
btwkan.. yul tak akan update blog yul till Sunday. yul balek kampong. yul nyer tok uchu nyer anak kawen. yul also dunnoe who. but ya.. balek kampong sibok2 rewang. hehe.. so. ya.. till here.. nites2..:)

tWiLight.. a LIL outdated. but who cares?

2009-01-07T20:24:00.002+08:00

yul stayed at home today. yul watched twilight corz yul saw SARAH reading the book(4 i think). then like tempted like that. . watched alone. then smile2 alone. then feeling2 alone. haha! funny seyy. tell u guys a secret [shhhh!] i keep going back to the part when EDWARD wanted to kiss BELLA. gosh! he looked damn hot sey specifically during that scene. GOSH! GOSH! GOSH! okay.. yuyul feeling2.. i know.. but nevermind. so ya. thats it. hehe
then after watching, thought of sleeping but i couldn't sleep. wisdom tooth hurting like hell.. & my left eye kept twitching! why? hope it does not symbolise anything bad..Ya Allah. alrytes. im going to end this post here. im really2 not feeling well. hais!

here's for you pharah.

2009-01-06T22:12:00.002+08:00

wish the best for you? that's what me & tasha haf been doing for you gurlfriend all these while. it's okay if u didn't realise it but ya. me & tasha care alots for you babe. we have always been there. even though, we r sarcastic at tymes but really2 we meant well. since secondary 1, we have been friends. gone through ups & downs together. it's your lyfe babe. we r her for you as friends/ advisors. no body's perfect. not you. not tasha. not noi. not me. so ya. we tegor wenever we think either one of us is not right. so yar. never take it too heart. just take it as a learning point. hope our friendship last alrytes. & ya. remember one thing jer uhs.
don't ever-ever because of a guy, u lie to your friends okay? especially ur gurlfriends(noi, tasha, me).. guys come n go. but gurlfriends lyke us. will stay. though we r born not to be blood sisters. but there are something in us that unite us in the heart. so treasure it. im treasuring it loads & ya hoping for us to go for an outing and spend tyme together. to mend those tyme lost.
i really miss you guys. tasha, nOi, pHarah. :'(
i don't need boyfriends. gurlfriends enough!!
yul want put pictures. but all old pictures of us. that shows how long we have not been meeting each other. meet up and we camwhore again okays? please.please.please.

2009-01-05T21:56:00.002+08:00

guess what? yul just found out that yul have test tomorow at 1100Hr. yul found out just now when finished tutorial from Sarah & Yati. Sarah gave me that "shocked" reaction sey.. haha.. so paisey! then balek do epok2 2kilo seyy.. haha! then slept at 1800Hr till 2000Hr. woke up. ate dinner. then mandi. now like real want to study. read a few pages, then sleepy oredy. shit man! cannot make it tau yuyul!haiz!

bad LUCKY day. phheew!

2009-01-05T13:12:00.002+08:00

1st thing in the morning, i woke up. i saw three stupid messages from a stupid person. here's how the message goes.
"Avoiding me?"
"Im Sorry."
"Can't we be friends?"
those messages really destroy my whole morning & noon. firstly, i was on the bus, & i realised that i have forgotten my Admin Card & i planned to skip lecture. ishkk! den i go checked my attendance. no! cannot make it. cannot afford to miss anymore lectures. then, go for tutorial (H608). now im like blogging while my tutor 'blabbing blabbing' infront. haha~!.
ibu messaged saying that she'll be on leave tomorow. so that saves my ass. corz ill be finishing lab at 1600Hr tomorow & Singnet people will be coming between 1600Hr to 1800Hr. i asked noi to help me standby, but she never reply me. (SO SAD!) haha! Noi, nevermind.. wo de mother will be at home alrytes. thank you babe.:) Then regarding my lectures; i found out from ain(my tutorial mate), there's not going to be anymore bio lectures. im saved! wee! hehe! there goes! im save again! hehe!
later on, i think, ill be going to engineering block, buy food to eat. then take bus 72 from there. so yar. i got to go. tutorial ending soon. haha! PATHETIC! went to school for only an hour! 1300hR-1400hR!!!!! okay im done!

2009-01-04T22:17:00.004+08:00

F---. i was testing you. just to see whether you are really truthful towards our friendship. but i guess it shows. you are not even worth to be my friend. so ya. bubbye. can i talk about yesterday? (Saturday , 030109) yul do epok2. makcik sebelah & atas order. wooo.. made epok2 sayur. by 4, everything done. relaxed all the way. had dinner at 1930hr den watched tv. at ard 2030hr, mama called ibu & they planned to go to Mustaffa centre. so we meet at tamp interchange at 2130hr, and took bus 23 to Mustaffa Centre. We had Tea at Mustaffa Cafe & while i was waiting for ayong buy drinks, mama ibu go toilet; there was this one mly indian mixed guy (Abg Shahrukhkan!!WOOO!) approached me & ask whether he can have a seat. i replied. there's someone sitting there. so he said ouh thank you. n he sat at the opposite table. he kept turning as though he's looking & waiting for someone. but who cares?! im just gonna assume that he did that just to look at me! hahA! but really ar! whenever he turns, his eyes will stop at me. oh come on! it's obvious! *giggles* we drank tea n den go shopping till 0300hr. then ayah picked us up. we go eat prata cheese hotdog at prata paradise at tampines. then went home ard 0400Hr. haha! mampos seyy! okay. im done. goodnytes beybbehs... yul nak on the fone ngan long lost friend yul (Nuh). aha! sweet kan yul! okae.. bubbyes..!

2nd post on 020109. Hee. grins

2009-01-02T21:12:00.004+08:00

a sweet friend. Adil. yea. im just gonna feature you in this blog. yul hope dil's nenek gonna get well soon k? don't worry. just pray for her ok. everything's going to be alryte. Insya Allah.Amin. Anything the matter just beep me up okaes long lost friend. :). do take care. :) Now yul at Mac LiangCOurt. haha.. Mcm Ghairah gituh nak update blog. one day two posts! hahaha!! sort tau~~! wirelessSg asyik disconnected ajer. corz just now yul configure lappie according to school's settings. so abit disturbed. ate MEGA MC SPICY...

2009-01-02T15:36:00.003+08:00

woits! today? 02.01.09. hmm. were excited for presentation. health psychology. Mr Andy Ong. gosh. every one of my group members were excited too. *giggle* we actually starts our meeting at 1100Hr all the way till 1345Hr , when we start changing into uniforms(Haz, Banu, Ain, YuYuL) & patient's pyjamas (Cleo). Staffnurse 1 & 2 : Haz & Banu ; Ellen : Ain ; Nurse Manager : YuYuL ; Patient : Cleo ; Narrator : Mabel . i was so anxious during presentation that i actually forgot the actual skit's script & created my own (DISASTER!) but . who cares. Andy smiled at me. he's so cute!muakakakakakakaak! overall comment : Fair & did Quite Well. after presentation thought can straight away meet gurlfrens, but haiya miss Chua? Chia? called last minute say got briefing on open house thingy. haiya. so now while waiting, i update blog. wee! hahah lame yuyul lame.. now. maybe i shall update some thing about some one. Him. F --- sucks! haha.. bad yuyul! but ya. i mean like who does he thinks he really is. first he said he loves me. he likes me. and ya. no doubt, i did felt a lil something for him & felt kind of devastated after what he said to me LAST YEAR; Mon 29.12.08. "his top priority is his band and not me. & he needs space. wants to be just friends [ like duh! aren't we just friends?] " so ya. atfirst i did pester him to think again what he had just said and that he has hurt me kind of badly. but as days goes by. i moved on. and why im talking about him right now is because. he called me. he messaged me nonsensical things that i didnt even respond to.im just too pissed with him. so ya. just get lost. haiz!. will continue later. now. gotta go for briefing. im 10 minutes late!.bubbyes

"twenty-O-nine"

2009-01-01T18:51:00.003+08:00

it's been long since i last posted.. 1stly.. resolution for this year? to keep updating my blog almost evryday. amin! hahah err. alot of things happened. guys. come n go. just cant be bothered to talk about them one by one. so yar. nothing about guys in this post.

my family. have been improving since bibik balik. no idea why. though all this while we thought she was the one who have been helping out in our household chores.but its seems like we are doing way2 better together as a family without her.

my gurlfrens. love them loads. they have always been there for me. Noi: she slept at my house on newyear's eve. we never tonn. we became "kakak" rilek. heee! Pharah: don't know. i think she countdown with boi laupasat (kan noi kan noi kan?) Tasha: woooo!! cannot disturb her already. she became president sey. of NYP STAGE ARTS. feewwit. Dier sey.!!

on behalf of yuyul PONYO, i would like to wish everyone a very happy new year and may you guys have a prosperous n blissful year ahead. :P

A FOUR-DAY REVIEW.(6th October 2008 -- 9th October 2008)

2008-10-10T09:15:00.007+08:00

Monday(6th October 2008): i Was planning to sleep till noon and then meet Nas( a long lost fren who i've never met ). but my plan corked up. early in the morning, Ms TAN called saying that if i never settle my school fees($802.50) by today, she can't promise of promoting me to the next semester. WTF. next monday start school and i haf no news of my results. hahaha! so i met up wif nas at SAFRA's bustop n den took bus 59 to toa payoh meet MOM to take money. then went to NYP by watever bus number plus TAXI. go to office. with CASH.. must pay by NETS. omg.. this always happen to me. if one bad luck arrive, it will be followed by another.. GOSH! went to AMK hub to deposit. then went back to school. settled school fees. went to NENEK ATOK's house to take money also.. nenek atok help me wif $300. i don't know how i could repay them. hais! i trouble them alot. im so sorrie nenek.. atok.. then went to ONE FULLERTON.. no no.. FULLERTON HOTEL.. haha looking for starbucks.. we went round n round asking one person after another. still no starbucks.. but in the end we managed to find starbucks.. weee!!!went for interview.. seems lyke it went off fyne..("ok..i'll call you, wen u can actually come for the training..").. i got the job ryte!?!!?! hahaha. Alhamdulillah..syukur.. and then.. me and nas had this kinda long conversation before we went for "BREAK FAST" at 1900Hrs plus .(BREAK FAST as we stuffed our stomach wif mentos n ribena n plain water.. hahaha).. we ate at popeye.. and den we sat down for awhile and around 2140Hrs, we head for Suntec city where we took our bus 10 from. went home n SLEEP!.. ahahaha.. Tuesday: Met Nas again. a last minute thing i guess.. yea... chocolate chips.. F&N ORANGE!!! haha! talk2 n haf fun... he went back.. what did i do that tuesday nyte eh? errr... forgotten man!.. haha Wednesday: slept at home.. woo... then afternoon went to habibie take food.. den go mama's house..stupid key! it just wont let me open the door.. den went home wif the food.. waited for Fir to call.. slept till around 6.30.. go out meet Fir( cuzzie) at interchange.. then go topup eZlink.. den go home... go home watch tv.. dol and minah something2 and 2 kali 5 dol.. haha... Thursday: Nas came around 8 + MORNING !! hahaha... crazy man!! then we went out around 12+ .. went to bugis... ate LAKSA KERANG n nas ate MEE AYAM FISHBALL TK SEDAP at TONGSENG.. hhahah... den we went to bugis street.. fuhyooo.. bought high heel damn high lar... at $40... hehehe... den went to arab street.. haji lane.. (shoes and dress damn nice.. shoes= $71.50..dress+necklace=29.90) wAHLIAO!!.. den nas bought bangles.. feeling2 RASTAMANS.. hahah.. watever~!!!!.. after dat we went to pasir ris..downtown.. fyte..fyte..fyte.. haiya! fyte fyte fyte. still cn go eat roti john n charkueh.. hahah... den wanted to go home strayte but we sit2 first then.. fyte fyte fyte. again! haiya!!! how leh lyke dis? but hopefully there's a good thing behind all wats happening (ada hikmah di sebalik apa yang berlaku) muakakakakaka!!!.. k lar.. dats all for my four days revieW!! HOPEFULLY U ENJOYED READING MY BLOG... EVEN IF U DONT, I DONT CARE.. HAHAHA! OK LAR.. WILL UPDATE SOON WHENEVER I FEEL LYKE IT.. BUBBYES...

2008-10-03T19:45:00.002+08:00

"17 SIGNZ UR FALLIN IN LOVE" SEVENTEEN:U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY SIXTEEN:WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO SECONDS AGO. FIFTEEN:YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or SMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN:YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN:YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN:WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN:YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. NINE:WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT:YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM SEVEN:THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX:YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT. FIVE:YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. FOUR:YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM. THREE:WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME... TWO:You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve. ONE:You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

2008-09-25T10:28:00.005+08:00

yesterday.. wanna know what i did??

planned to go geylang first to take baju. den go bugis. wif nOi n pharah..

but they ar.. haiya.. sleep onlie noe!

hahaha

its partly my fault corz who want sey... go geylang early in the noon hahaha.. during fasting month somemore..

end up i go geylang alone.. haha..

luckily Nas called.. thanks sweetie..

walk2 alone at the bazaar...

haha..

after dat go bugis...

wah.. sit for 2 hours.. wait2 for the puteri2.. hahaha

den ms tan called.. haiyar... i hate it wen numbers start wif 6550 call.. sure got something not ryte one..

school fees.. delayed release of exams results.. haiz..

bank never receive anything.. wth!

sent twice never receive anything..

must re-do everything.. haiya!..

went to school..

managed to talk things out wif hidir.

thanks alot fren..

for being so caring..:)

no choice do ar...den after dat go yishun..

go yishun.. break fast..

then do hair..

reach home 9.30 like dat...

tired seyy..

how i wish lyfe was easier..

n ya.. thank you noi and pharah.. for being wif me all the way..:) muacks

Ya Allah swt..

pls help me..

lighten my burden..

pls help ibu n abah..

to lessen their financial difficulties..

and pls help adeq..

pass his upcoming exams with flying colors..

Amin..

2008-09-24T00:04:00.003+08:00

today...

hurms...

one after another..

gosh...

sick n tired seyy..

but nevermind...

living on..

making me a lil stronger.. each day.. insya allah...

hurms..

i miss someone..

but yar...

but realli2.. i miss tasha.. i miss zai.. i miss pharah..

meet up soon ya guys...

rayer nk dekat seyy.. peeeewwwwiiiittttt....

2008-09-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

sOmetymes i wish.. lyfe wOuld be easier fOr me.. simple n straight fOrward.. life has been tOO cOmplicated arh.. i still dOnt knOw my results.. why?? pending schOOl fees.. its nOt Out Of carelessness.. but it's just pure misunderstanding.. haiz.. hari raya cOming.. kuih.. kuih.. kuih.. Omg... help ibu everyday dO kuih.. haha.. my raya preparatiOns? urhurms.. shOes haven't buy.. hair havent dO.. baju havent take.. haha...cOOl... today.. he(ex) called.. he confessed things.. trying not to think of it though.. fast2 lar finish fasting.. ishk! i want to raya... hahaha k lar.. btw zai.. thanks ehks help me edit my frenster.. now ryte..got mood to blog.. hahaha

learn.

2008-05-27T19:14:00.004+08:00

know what? sometimes i think, it is true that people are never satisfied with what is given to them. they keep sulking over what's not meant for them. and tend to neglect what they have. why. how. how to live happy life now. regret. regret not working today. why. for no reason. i was involved. darn. not at all fair. sick of everything. now. not appreciated. at all. yeaps. UNAPPRECIATED. emo. so what. that's life what. seldom people want to talk about their happiness. sadness that is, that bother them all the time. to let it out. if u hate me being emo. so be it. leave my blog. :) not emo lar. i just need some one to let out my feelings to. you know. it's tiring to talk about it over and over again. im afraid , you my friend might get sick of it. urghs!.. enough lar.... cya.. :)

holla again

2008-05-23T00:20:00.002+08:00

heyy... 11 days since i last update. hahaks.. alot of things happened... yeaps.. he called. he said he wants another chance. he said im his true. another sweet talking mother f*cking shit of his huh. damn it. yul. enough is enough. move on ok. if he can do it once. y not twice. y not thrice. n nw. y not for the fourth tyme. seriously. wat do u want from me. no doubt. in my heart i want to give u the chance. but im being egoistic n being a gurl wif worth. so, im pleading u.. dont play wif my feelings anymore. just leave me alone. can. takecare muhd putra nur hidayat.

happy mother's day mommies.

2008-05-11T01:28:00.001+08:00

happy mommies day. hehe..

may u all be happy.

hehe fun!

2008-05-10T00:18:00.000+08:00

peeeeeewwwwwwwwiiittt.....

tired seyy..

but still feel like updating blog..

so engrossed with this blog2 stuff..(kemaruk..hee:P)

uhuh..

meet at 1000hr.

bb.

block magic.(JAKUN SEYY DIER).

KFC for lunch. ->FISH ZINGER!

then head clarkequay.

MAS SELAMAT!.

haks!

erms.

7ELEVEN.

big gulp. slurpeeee.

CLINIC C.or C CLINIC.

hehe.

ministry of sound.

tour guide.

thanks.

CENTRAL toilet level 2.

COFFEE CLUB level 3.

mr molly.:)

pls.i want work.

promise ill do my best. hehe!

ok2.

bugis.

NONO wrong.

HAJI LANE.

$10 dress. smelly.

hehe!

take picture take picture.

door.

cisco protected door. muakaka!.

ok. den bugis.

junction.

village.

n den walk up the highway. isit?

nvm. wer he become SHE.

millenia walk.

army toys.

toys.

haha.

or are they called collector's items.

nvm.

esplanade.

indie songs. 60's.

don't noe lar. haha.

then,

barley.

lime juice.

smile.

crane.

no! not crane.

don'tknow lar dat grrr grrr machine.

bus 10.

k enough..

had fun.

yea.

love u friend.:)

hehe... till here..

nyte2 bulu!

2nd post on 8th may 2008

2008-05-08T13:01:00.000+08:00

stop calling me. i need space. what do u want now. what's that song for. don't dedicate it to me when u don't even mean it. pls. stop torturing me. bye!

voice message.damn it.

2008-05-08T09:26:00.000+08:00

bloody hell.

early in the morning and u r already spoiling my mood. shit damn u. i don't need you anymore. so don't bother contacting me. you wont need me either. u r attached. so. prepaid balance $0.00? do u even think i give a damn? hell no. ive moved on. so just get lost. get out of my life. hiphop guy. spark 135. mcrider. ns policeman. a soon to be TP. so wat. big fuck! get lost. bye!

2008-05-08T00:18:00.001+08:00

2008-05-08T00:17:00.000+08:00

2nd may 2008

2008-05-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

u must be wondering why im writing about 2nd may.

so now im telling u.

haha.

i went out wif randall u noe.

had fun.

haha.

love him. as a sweet fren.

uhuh!

really.

met him around noon.

hangout wif him.

two cats.

a few fishes in an aquarium.

1 can of cat food.

1 lappie.

1 pocong 3.

haha.

fun.

den went out ard 5+.

psp.

bugsbunny.

celebrity menshealth. DUH!

3 minahs in mrt.

dhobyghaut.

the cathay.

"over her dead body".

longjohnsilver.

haha.. ok enough..

basically i had fun.

a great friend of myne: randall.

hopefully best of friends.

uhuh!

want to know who?

randall aKa mat aKa abg "BODY" aKa aDi ceLak..

muakakakakakakaka!!!

okies. till here for my belated 2nd may 2008 post.

2008-05-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

hey!

today embarrassing seyy!

i dropped one of my slippers while i was alighting the bus!

gosh!

so paisey!

hahaks!

oh yesh.

i noe.

ur upset.

ur stressed up.

why.

because of that comment on ur blog.

duh.

pls.

stop all this shit ok.

yes.

i am really upset with him.

doing something for him is not at all worth it.

know why?

he still can say he didn't ask me to do it.

he didnt ask me to send calculator.

oh yeah.

if u didn't,why did u call me.

why did u call my handphone.

bloodyhell.

show some respect.

im your elder sister.

i am not expecting you to thank me.

but just show some respect.

that's enough!

RESPECT!

u wanted milk.

i thought i saw u drinking chocolate milk the other day.

so i bought chocolate milk.

instead of one.

i bought two.

u scolded me.

u said why buy chocolate.

bloody hell.

again.

not appreciated.

FINE!

don't want chocolate milk.

don't drink.

not forcing you either.

bro.

i love u.

just appreciate what you ve got.

don't be bloody hell rude.

nytes!

05th may 2008

2008-05-05T19:49:00.001+08:00

hello..

today..

was expecting a message from you..

but no..

no messages..

i guess..

i should stop this feeling for you..

i was expecting a message from you..

know why??

because..

you said you still love me..

i was at the midst of forgetting you..

deleting you out of my memory..

like how i did..

for other guys..

but you are not even helping..

you are making it really tough for me..

why??

if you don't love me..

don't do this..

enough..

enough about love alrytes..

ooo yeap..

as per normal..

go home..

help ibu make curry puffs..

hehe..

managed to finish everything before ibu reach home..

that's great..

know why??

atleast ibu will be a little bit happier..

*smile*..

ok2..

thats all..

nytes2..

peeewiit.. love this lots.. for u. maybe. maybe not. haha!

2008-05-05T00:08:00.000+08:00

bibirku mengucapkan.

perasaan hati yang silih berganti.

hati sering bertanya.

apakah benar ucapan kata.

walau bibir melafaz marah.

tetapi hati merindu sayang.

andai hati seiring kata.

terjalinlah cinta.

marah-marah sayang.

kini bibir dan hati membisik.

ucapan kaulah yang ku nanti.

kini bibir dan hati seiring.

hulurkan tanganmu.

hampirilah daku.

mari kita menuju bersama.

membinakan kasih.

marah-marah sayang.

lyfe.

2008-05-04T16:26:00.000+08:00

oh hell yeah.

lyfe.

never been better i guess.

for four years.

same.

old.

lyfe.

i wonder.

when izit ever going to change.

seriously.

even though i keep smiling.

laughing.

giggling.

not worth it.

know why?

cause' people just don't like it.

they'd rather i be upset and u know what i mean.

come on.

what's the point of sulking over your lyfe.

i mean.

think positive.

even though it doesn't turn out the way u want it.

that is the only way u would appreciate what u haf and not ponder upon what u don't.

irritating.

how many times, i told u.

what u have now are meant to be appreciated.

learn.

stop acting crazy.

insane.

sick of all this drama.

i couldn't let this out to anyone.

cause' anyone=everyone.

and everyone sides u.

no point.

ill be shoot back.

not at all worth it.

im trying not to hate lyfe.

meaning.

im tolerating it.

cheers.

i love u.

2008-05-04T12:32:00.000+08:00

oh well.
that doesnt mean anything does it.

i love u. oh yes i do.
are just words.

not being emo down here.

it's just wat lyfe has in store for me.

always the same thing.

one after another.

karma?

why?

if it is.

dont u think its more than enough?

6 months?

or should it be extended to 6 years?

a second is only needed to fall in love.

bloody hell.

when u love someone,

even wen that someone lie from day one,

u would try your very best to actually forgive him.

oo yes.

stupid.

naive.

go on.

for all i care.

i am just following what my heart says.

i love u.

i chase off all my other opportunity because of u.

it's ok.

if what happened, is a lesson to be learned,

i accept it.

move on. oh yes.

i am going to move on.

for sure.

takecare love.

yUyuL sTuffs

313 ; BK ; Cash Studio ; Esplanade.

A meet-up with the lovelies :)

a dAy out on a FRIDAY..:)

RISE AND FALL kappeerrrr.. hhahaha.. laaGu fEelling... i like!!

AFTER SO LONG! im back!! muakakaka...

fRom [tWo-sEven;zeRo-One;zeRo-nIne] tO [One-zErO;zErO-tWo;zeRo-nIne]

12th January 2009 -16th January 2009 [attachment week]

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*lying down blogging*

tWiLight.. a LIL outdated. but who cares?

here's for you pharah.

bad LUCKY day. *phheew!*

2nd post on 020109. Hee. *grins*

"twenty-O-nine"

A FOUR-DAY REVIEW.(6th October 2008 -- 9th October 2008)

learn.

holla again

happy mother's day mommies.

hehe fun!

2nd post on 8th may 2008

voice message.damn it.

2nd may 2008

05th may 2008

peeewiit.. love this lots.. for u. maybe. maybe not. haha!

lyfe.

i love u.

lying down blogging

bad LUCKY day. phheew!

2nd post on 020109. Hee. grins